This is a picture of me and my youngest nephew Kwakhanya. Every time I see this picture, my womb jumps with excitement. Makes my desire to be a mother burn hotter and brighter than before. I’m the broodiest hen right now.
I long for such moments with my kids. I’d love to hold my baby like this and watch him sleep. My own little creation, sound asleep in my arms. I sit and dream about the kind of child I’ll have. Will it be a little boy or girl? Will s/he have my eyes? Will s/he be short or tall? Will s/he be one of those adorable laughing babies?
Passing the baby section of any store just warms my heart. Breaks it too. Those cute little socks and hats. The pinks, yellows, whites, greens and blues. The adorable baby animals on the babygrows. So damn beautiful that I just wanna burst into tears.
Someday my turn will come and I’ll be mommy. I have so much love for my future children. wherever they are, I hope they know that.
Until that day, I’ll settle for moments like this.
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