A few of my favourite things :)

This is my first collage with this Picasa thing I downloaded. So much fun making it. I foresee a future addiction *maniacal laugh*

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We were beautiful

Now we've fallen like autumn leaves

Painted the picture of evergreens

We were deluded by what could've been

You promised me life and I promised my heart

Our seed died and you left me scarred

Where are you now when I need you the most?

Who are we when we are apart?

Her eyes are sweet and her laugh is warm

but she's not you and you're all I want.

She wanted to "give it all up" to be with you

Who the fuck is she?

Why are we still glued together?

Where are we going when it's so dark?

You came to me like a summer morning

And left me like a thief in the night

You came to me a broken human

And broke me to rebuild yourself...

The Breakfast Club

This is one of my FAVOURITE movies! I just LOVE LOVE LOVE it.

The Motto

Even though he tries to pacify me, what's inside me will NEVER die!

Amy Winehouse - Love is a losing game

This song! Oh :""( I can't even explain what it does to me. Moreso now that before...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nMO5Ko_77Hk <--- youtube link.

Lyrics:

 

For you I was a flame
Love is a losing game
Five story fire as you came
Love is a losing game

One I wish I never played
Oh what a mess we made
And now the final frame
Love is a losing game

Played out by the band
Love is a losing hand
More than I could stand
Love is a losing hand

Self professed... profound
Till the chips were down
Know you're a gambling man
Love is a losing hand

Though I battle blind
Love is a fate resigned
Memories mar my mind
Love is a fate resigned

Over futile odds
And laughed at by the gods
And now the final frame
Love is a losing game

The Real Group - Words

This is one of the coolest tunes I've ever heard. The lyrics are amazing.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SDnaeVRXdW0 <-- Youtube link

Give it a watch then get the song and you'll understand what I mean ;)

The real reason the pope quit…

Call me a loon but no pope just “quits”the papacy. I don’t buy it… there’s something dodge about all of that mara let me leave it, I ain’t tryna get myself  “silenced”…

Trolls :””D

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 Hermie introduced me to trolls. I love them. a great way to de-stress and laugh like an idiot.

Frank Sinatra–Duets <3

Defeated - Vee Makaba

Courting me

The quest you were on provided you with wealth you desired

You dipped yourself

In the in the fountain of my canal

Came in me

And seeded my flowerbed

Leaving me with a piece of your life

Passionate words

You had me hooked on your every line

Lovelorn fool

Broken heart followed you blindly

You stole me and my sensibility flew out the window

You loved me and the light crept out the shadows

You had me

My puppeteer, you have mastered me.

You changed me.

Desire for your touch even though masculine

Altered my beat

Now I walk in the shadow you

Committed slave

Pained by the desire to be punished by you

Sudden changes

Make the distance wider and the fissures deeper

You turn away from me

Letting the cold kill the flame of our love

Sacrifice

I gave all that you desired from me

Wounded heart

As you become someone I don’t recognize

Lost

I don’t know where to find the love I lost

Want me!

Take me as your own and be with me like before but alas

You’ve won

You got what you wanted and now it’s time to abandon me

I die a million times

Knowing that I let you do this to me and yet I still love you…

Teedra Moses ft Raphael Saadiq–Take me

By far one of the most beautiful songs I have ever heard. The lyrics just touch my heart. Makes me cry all the time. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=puRec6lqj8s <--- Youtube link (sorry if the vid isn’t so great but it's the best of all the vids I could find.)

 

My favourite part of the song:

"And I know I can get crazy
Say things I don't mean
But in all my frustration
I'm just trynna make you see
I'm still here for you
My love won't let it die
I know it's been awhile baby but
I need you to take me there tonight"

<3

Jacaranda tree

This picture means the world to me…

Star Wars Episode II: Attack of the clones (2002)

This picture reminds me of The Mr

“…that which we call a rose. By any other name would smell as sweet…”

Charleen and I :)

 

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In the binary coded aviary
The Aries Sun rose upon me
Following my every word

Until I took the path that led to his core

Harder than any Everest conquest

His earth is hot with sharp rocks and stones

I walk his path barefoot not fearing what lies ahead

Cut and bruised I never cease moving forward  

His heat is severely misunderstood
Those blinded by his power judged and labelled him "The Harsh One" \

He called on me, his Scorpio Moon

To be his companion in light

Touched by him, he straightened my bends

And illuminated parts of me I never knew before him

My frozen inner melts at his command

I orbit around him. Slaved by his might.

Black holes and orbital shifts cannot remove me

I promised him I would always be there to reflect his beauty

Even when his anger burns and scars me

I remain faithful and loyal to him

Never losing sight of my purpose. Never losing sight of my promise

He is my sun

He rises in my mind and sets in my heart

I am forever his moon

Always around him

Reflecting the love he gives to me

The little brother and i…again. LOL

Little brother and I

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he doesn't care. she cares too much.
he's an asshole and she nags
he's a man and she's lesbian
he's popular but hates people, she's a loser but loves people
he's handsome and she's beautiful
he's an Adonis and she's round
he's gifted and she's talented
he's broken  and she's trying to piece  herself together

and somehow these two managed to find love in each other. Love is strange

they're beautiful together but horrible apart
they're in love but out of touch
they share common interests but hardly talk
they're in love but walk in different directions

Love is strange. Again i say, Love is strange

Little me. I was 5 :)

The Questions - Vee Makaba

I often question

The time I went down

Was it the doing of the Universe teaching me a lesson?

Or were my knees caving in because I was too weak to stand?

I often question

The time I was lonely

Was it love telling me that I am stronger than I imagined?

Or was my heart a useless organ pumping bad blood?

I often question

The time I had no money

Was it the Finance World teaching me the value ya zuka?

Or was I just showing my true poverty-stained colours?

I often question

This time that I am depressed

Is it my inner self teaching me strength?

Or my traumas catching up to me?

I often question

All these questions I question

Is it just my inquisitive nature?

Or secret revelations?

My Father

R.I.P Zolile Hlombe Makaba 05.05.1958 – 09.08.1996

...

There's some house song that's BEEN on my mind. I have no idea who's song it is and everytime I try to Shazam it, either the BB does it's monkey magic or I'm slow

Lyrics are (well, what I hear):

"I like to party. everybody does x2. Make love and listen to the music"

If anyone know that song please tell me. Help me.

Love and Peace <3

Star Wars Episode I: The Phantom Menace

Vengeance - Vee Makaba

I do not pride myself on the ability to take vengance on those who've wronged me but he overstepped the mark. The depth of his deed he will never know for before my side could be heard he fleed back to the crevice from which he crawled out of. Blatant lies about soul tying deeds with me twice in the humble abode I dare to call my home. How dare he tear apart what nothing but snow white honesty has held together? I seeth with anger at the thought of him. I lie awake at night and hear the malicious whispering voices of those whose vision of me has been tainted by this villain's spewing of sheer defamation. I lie awake in the pitch darkness of my night-filled room and plot against that son of a woman! I lie there and wish he'd develop early impotence and erectile dysfunction, as well as throat cancer so that his member shant ever rise to the occasion again. So that he wil not burden the world by reproducing. So that he wil be silenced and never tell another lie again! ". He will reap what he has sown

Cyanide & Happiness

George Benson -Poquito Spanish Poquito funk

First heard this song when 9 years old. 14 years later and I am still in love with it! George took that latino vibe and made fire. What a legend!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QHYETQGsNYo <--- Youtube link.

Have a listen and let me know what you think of it. I bet you'll love it

R.I.P Dilla

 

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When the two ends no longer meet
You and I no longer greet.
Sinking into an abyss of depression
I find another reason to limit human reproduction.
There is no future
Not anymore
No laughter
NO-THING
Im dead
Dead to you. To the world...To myself.
I ceased to live on that fateful Saturday
A rotting carcass behind a pretentious face.
I have lied.
Lied to my family. Lied to my friends. Lied to me...
I LIED TO MYSELF
My future
CRUMBLED
and I watched. Cried til I died but still it went
Reached out-no hand to meet me
No hand to feed me
No hand to rescue me.
"Sorry. We regret to inform you that Miss Vuyolwethu Nandipha Makaba is deceased."
The blood is seeping through
The flesh is rotting
The heart stops beating

I AM DEAD

My Great Friend - Vee Makaba

Through the highs and lows of life you've been
To laugh, to cry, to keep secret, to share
To be my rock when i was weak
To know what I've said though I didn't speak
To hold my hand through thick and thin
And love me for who I am within

I could call you my best friend but that's no good for you
So i call you my GREAT friend and here's why I do:

The best things are best til someone makes them better
But no one can better the great
And that's you'll be my great friend forever
For the great is GREAT to date!

God knew when our paths crossed there'd be fire
He put you into my life to lift my soul higher
And show that unconditional love knows no distance
And strike those who try to break us with his mighty resistance

I love you with all the goodness in my soul
And pray we'll be like this til we're grey and old
I pray that as we reminisce about all the good times we've shared
that we still look forward to the GREAT time that lie ahead

And if my life were suddenly to end
I want you to know you're more like a sister than a friend
So everyday I'll thank God and Fate
For blessing me with you- my friend The GREAT

As I grew older - Langston Hughes

It was a long time ago.
I have almost forgotten my dream.
But it was there then,
In front of me,
Bright like a sun--
My dream.
And then the wall rose,
Rose slowly,
Slowly,
Between me and my dream.
Rose until it touched the sky--
The wall.
Shadow.
I am black.
I lie down in the shadow.
No longer the light of my dream before me,
Above me.
Only the thick wall.
Only the shadow.
My hands!
My dark hands!
Break through the wall!
Find my dream!
Help me to shatter this darkness,
To smash this night,
To break this shadow
Into a thousand lights of sun,
Into a thousand whirling dreams
Of sun!

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The door was open wide and the guard was down
You crept in like a thief and now the damage is done
I let you in my life and now the mistake is made
You leave me with bleeding scars of a hurt unknown
The treasure I tried to pressure out of you was like squeezing blood out of a rock
The relationship I tried to make escaped ‘guns blazing’ and shot me in the gut
Down…I…go…

My dry eyes aren’t proof that within the turmoil consumes me for being predisposed to giving the benefit of the doubt
And I want to hang your picture on my wall of comparison but I don’t want you living under another’s clout
I vehemently detest your consumption rate of my thoughts and fantasies
GET OUT OF MY FUCKING HEAD!

I can’t escape the remnants of touches and kisses that torch my heart
You’re inside me. You’ve managed to dive deep within
Yet you’re drowning at the shallow end
Because you neglected to be with me
You neglected to acknowledge me
You neglected to love me
YOU NEGLECTED ME!!

And as the degrees of our separation grow bigger everyday
While singing Craig David’s “I’m walking away”
I turn my face towards the sun...

In fury I vent - Vee Makaba

I am broken

Torn apart from the seams

Heart’s flutters shot down

Grenade in my mouth…I die

I am disintegrated

Left to rot into the soil

Like a bride left at the alter

My destitute heart is alone

The pain can never subside

As old wounds a conjured up

The tears- a tsunami tide

Hiding behind my “wall of strength”

It’s the same shit over and over again

I question my intelligence

It’s the same shit OVER AND OVER again

And yet I’m always doing my damnedest to prove that this is sense

I am not a cloth stained by previous lovers’ spoilt cum

I am not to bear the brunt of the errors of my predecessor

If anything I am a rose amongst pansies

That gets hidden in the darkness

I am the thirsty warrior that never stops fighting

Til the one I fight for executes me

You have taken every piece of my severed dignity

And stomped it in the desert sands

These are mere words of a temporary fury

I’m furious moments- venting is best

But despite all this venting

I love you more than the rest

Photos of me :)

you will notice that the head tilt side pose thing is my thing. LOL ^_^

<--- First time Mr called me beautiful this pic was my BBM dp…

''There're two people in the world that are not likeable: a master and a slave"-  Nicki Giovanni

ColdPlay - Clocks

This by far my favourite ColdPlay song. It just makes my heart beat faster.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d020hcWA_Wg <--- Youtube link

I <3 ColdPlay

Silly little crush - Vee Makaba

I probably wouldn’t have felt like this

Had you not kissed me like you did

I liked you by accident

I like you but I shouldn’t

You make me smile with my heart

Yet the knowledge I possess rips me apart

I am crazily engulfed in this crush

But is what I’m feeling enough?

All of my pride is not easy to deter

Yet everytime you call-I seem to throw it out the door

I’m crazy about you and I like it! I’m crazy about you and I hate it!

Playing 6th or 7th fiddle just isn’t going to cut it

I know I’m what you need to make you happy

Because I’m every woman! It’s all in me

But I refuse to play second in command to anyone
even though we did agree that we’re in this for fun

What do you want from me?

What have you done to me?

How can I like somebody
potentially bad for me?

And I’m sure that you feel the same

I hear the passion everytime you call my name

So do we stay stagnant or take this a step higher?

Because I cant stop these feelings-you’ve set my soul on fire

AMY AMY AMY

RIP AMY JADE WINEHOUSE 14/09/1983 - 23/07/2011