Sunday, April 7, 2013

In fury I vent - Vee Makaba

I am broken
Torn apart from the seams
Heart’s flutters shot down
Grenade in my mouth…I die


I am disintegrated
Left to rot into the soil
Like a bride left at the alter
My destitute heart is alone


The pain can never subside
As old wounds a conjured up
The tears- a tsunami tide
Hiding behind my “wall of strength”


It’s the same shit over and over again
I question my intelligence
It’s the same shit OVER AND OVER again
And yet I’m always doing my damnedest to prove that this is sense


I am not a cloth stained by previous lovers’ spoilt cum
I am not to bear the brunt of the errors of my predecessor
If anything I am a rose amongst pansies
That gets hidden in the darkness


I am the thirsty warrior that never stops fighting
Til the one I fight for executes me
You have taken every piece of my severed dignity
And stomped it in the desert sands


These are mere words of a temporary fury
I’m furious moments- venting is best
But despite all this venting
I love you more than the rest

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