Dear future what-what

Dear Future What-what

Hi. I'm Vuyo. I've been waiting for you all my life. I have waded through the liars, cheaters, abusers, assholes, jerks, bullshitters just to find you. The search for you is hard but I will not give up. See, our destiny is cemented. I asked the universe for you. It said you'd come unannounced and you'll shake up my life.

I cannot wait to love you with my entire being. To have our wonderful family. I picture it- you, me and our wonderful children. What a life. I can't wait to live it. I'll admit, I'm broody as fuck.

Right now I'm hurting. I'm engulfed by foreign emotions and learning to get by is hard but I'm working on that. I'm working on becoming a better me

I'm the host of imperfection. I'm fat, I'm loud, I talk too much, I'm moody, I'm emotional, impulsive, stubborn, crass, secretive, guarded. I hate being wrong, I'm argumentative and I'm crazy.

I'm also good-hearted, loving, passionate, creative, nurturing, artistic. I'm easy to get along with, easy to please, honest, frank, spiritual , tender, sensual, head strong, sensitive and very humorous.

I know you'll love me flaws and all. You'll treasure my heart. I love you and I don't even know you. Wherever you are, know that I am here and that I will not settle for any less that what the universe promised me. Your bride awaits you.

You may never get to read this. That's no biggie. Somehow your spirit is feeling it right now. You know this from where you are. I can't wait to be with you. Forever.

I love you always
Vee.